Time Travel And Broken Reality

I wonder if this was really a dream.

I was standing in front of a large multi story building that looked like a court house of some kind. I went inside and turned to walk down the left hall. I had a paper bag in my hand with some sort of device in it. As I walked down the hallway I noticed a man running frantically towards the out door. There was a security guard near me that didn't see the man so I pointed it out to him that the man looked suspicious and the guard started running after him.

I thought to myself "hmmmmm this guy may have planted a bomb in the building somewhere" so I started running toward the door.

I ran outside and got about halfway across the front lawn then dropped my bag. I kept running and left the bag behind then I ran into a woman I had never seen before who was walking toward the building like she was getting ready to go in. For some strange reason I thought I recognized her. I stopped her and threw her to the ground and told her I thought the building was going to blow up. Once she was down I ran to get my bag and went back to where the woman was down on the ground and then covered her with my body to protect her from the explosion.

A few seconds later we heard a loud explosion and the building blew to pieces and there was fire everywhere.

Once the smoke cleared we started walking together to the right of where we were and then I looked back at the building again and it was almost like rebuilding itself. I was half there and half gone but parts of it were fading into and out of existence.

I asked the woman if she saw it too just to make sure I wasn't losing my mind and she said "Oh my god it's happening again!" I asked here "what's happening again" and she said "nevermind you wouldn't understand".

I never asked for her name. For some reason I didn't think it was important. I felt as if I already knew her.

We walked some more and strolled past a zoo of some sort with caged gargoyles inside which I thought was kind of odd. Then I notice one of the cage doors was open so I got kind of scared. We started walking away and I turned around and some of the gargoyles we following us. Like stalking us so we both picked up our pace a bit. We started down an alleyway and notice there was a large obstruction in our way like a large fallen post of some sort. So I turned around and the gargoyles were right behind us snarling and drooling. At that moment I lost my fear and screamed at them "you can't hurt us! Go away now!" and they stopped snarling and drooling and just stood there.

So we continued on to scale the fallen post and started walking down the alleyway again. Then when we looked back at the place we had just walked past I saw the objects and walls fading into and out of reality again.

I asked the woman if she saw it to and she said "yes it's happening again." and this I time insisted that she tell me what was going on.

She went on to tell me about a device the government had obtained that could be pointed at someones head and change their reality forever. She said it was a time shift device that didn't work properly and created rifts in space time and a time paradox for the person they used it on. She said it only affects the person they use it on so not everyone is affected by it or see's our reality fading in and out. She said it was all an unfinished device that had gotten stolen from the inventor that was creating it and they had used it for evil purposes and it created many time paradoxes and they were multiplying at a tremendous rate because of the numerous time they had used it. She said it was up to us to try and correct the problem. She told me I was the chosen one which kind of freaked me out a little.

She asked me what I had in the bag and I really didn't know because I was delivering it to someone in the building I had escaped from and I had strict orders not to look inside the bag.

She said "open it". I was reluctant to open it but I was also very curious so I opened it and looked inside. It was some sort of strange electronic device. I pulled it out and examined it carefully.

I was a glass tubular type thing with wires coming out of one end like a tube from a TV. Except it was lit up inside with a weird glowing neon blue light that seemed to be pulsating and it was connected to a clear box on the other end with some strange circuitry inside and an abnormal plug of some sort on the side. I asked her if she knew what it was and she said it was a vital component for the device that we were going to build to fix the multiple time paradoxes that the government had created.

The she said "We're going home!" And I said "what do you mean?" She said "nevermind you'll see." So I just shrugged it off. It seemed like deep inside I knew what she meant.

I asked here where it came from and she paused for a few seconds and said "you mean you don't know?"

I said "no I've never seen anything so odd in my life." Granted I had some electronics experience and I had designed some circuitry and robotics in the past but I had never seen anything like this. It was so futuristic it almost seemed alien to me.

She finally spoke up and told me "YOU created it!"

I said "what? no the hell I didn't I have never seen anything like this before in my entire life. Then she said "well that makes sense because you created it in the future. You must have lost your memory somehow."

"What!" I said. "What do you mean I created it in the future?" that makes no sense at all.

So she commenced to tell me the whole story about how I had formed a secret lab and hired a crew of scientists and physicists to help me create a device that would allow us to "see" far into the past in order to learn about what really happened in history because we didn't believe what we had been taught in the history books. She said we had vital information that the governments of the world were hiding something from us that happened in our past that was creating devastating effects to our universe.

Our universe was in crisis and we knew that the governments had created this crisis with their technology experiments from the past like HARP and The Philadelphia Experiments and some other things that I didn't really realize at this point. And we wanted to get to the bottom of it.

She also said we were working on a gravitational propulsion device that we had discovered by experimenting with this time travel device which actually worked by using rotating magnetic fields combined with manipulation and amplification of gravitational waves.

She said we could hook up the device that I had in the bag to some components from a couple of older model TV sets and a special proton driven cold fusion reactor that a friend of hers had built to power a weapon to use against the governments. She said the weapon he had built could be used to disable the unfinished time dilation device that the governments were using against people to alter their realities but it only worked for a short period of time and there were some components he was missing that would allow it to cancel out all the time paradoxes that were created all at once and the key to this component was the device I had in my bag.

She said we were going to see someone that could help us.

So I followed her down the alleyway to an old rusty iron door with what looked like a skinny mail slot right in the middle at eye level. She knocked on the door and said a few words and they let us in.

Inside were a bunch of TV's that looked like they were from the 1950's and there was a strange old man inside. He asked us to sit down and we sat. The old man stared at me for what seemed like forever and then he jumped up and said to me "You are the one!" YOU created all of this and now YOU are going to fix it.

Then he started tearing apart about 3 TV's and yanking components and tubes out of them quite recklessly until he had a pile of tubes and transformers sitting in a pile in front of him.

He turned to me and handed me a butane soldering iron and a schematic and commenced to give instructions on which leads and wires to start hooking up in a certain sequence.

Once I was done soldering tubes, coils and transformers up he handed me 2 spools of different gauged wires and told me to create a home made transformer that was unlike any transformer I had ever seen before. It was a sort of air core tesla coil configuration with two that were shaped like a cone and two large flat quad wire bifilar coils that had to be created with two different gauged wires and wrapped to perfect specifications.

Once the coil/transformer setup was completed he gave me instructions on how to solder it to the configuration of tubes and transformers I had just built about a hour before.

When it was all over he had a special plug in piece with 18 connectors that fit into the plug in of the device I had been carrying in my bag. He then instructed me on how to connect the remaining wires to the plug.

Then we plugged the conglomeration that I had just build into the device with the glowing neon, pulsating light and the light started to grow brighter and brighter then it started to hum at a low frequency. at first it seemed to vibrate a little. The it started vibrating so violently that I thought the whole thing was fixing to fly apart. Then the frequency seemed to increase very quickly and the violent shaking started to smooth out. The frequency got so high and loud that it started to hurt our ears and all of a sudden the frequency got so high it reached the point beyond human hearing and we were ok then.

The neon blue lights that were pulsating before had changed to a very bright neon blue that we could hardly even look at with it blinding us so we put it inside a black plastic box.

Just then we heard a loud knocking on the door. I walked to the door and peeped through the mail slot and there were 3 men in black just standing there. The they started reaching their hands into the slot so I slammed it shut with all my might and broke their fingers. They tried again and I kicked the slot shut with a powerful side kick I had learned in Tae Kwon Do class and their fingers fell to the floor. We heard a loud screeching sound from them and then they left.

The old man started freaking out and said "Their onto us! We have to GO NOW!"

So we ran out the door and I followed the old man and the woman down the alleyway to the left.

We came to a fence to our right and scaled it. We then ran across a parking lot into another alleyway. We started down the alleyway and ended up at a dead end with a brick wall in front of us.

The old man pulled a light green crystal out of his pocket that was shaped like a pyramid and stuck it into a corresponding slot in the brick wall.

All of a sudden the brick wall just vanished and we walked into what looked like a laboratory.

Inside the laboratory was alot of strange, futuristic equipment that looked quite alien to me. It looked like there were a bunch of computers with transparent touchscreens with weird cryptic symbols on them.

The old man started touching some of the symbols in some sort of sequence and a hologram appeared in the center of the room that looked like a series of circular objects revolving around one another.

Then the old man instructed us to step on the platform that the hologram was on.

As we stepped onto the platform it seemed like we were instantly transported through a wormhole or a hyperspace tunnel of some sort and when we got to the end of the tunnel we all tumbled out onto the floor and landed on our stomachs and slid for a few feet.

As I stood up I saw what looked like a futuristic type of plasma turret looking thing with an empty circular looking slot type of thing in the side.

The old man told me to take the device we had built out of the black box and insert it into the circular slot.

After I had inserted the device into the slot the turret looking thing started humming like it was powering up. The the barrel of the turret lit up with a blue glow.

The turret had what looked like a seat from a sports car behind the barrel and the old man had told me to get in.

There was a clear plastic or plexiglass display in front of me with what looked like the same types of symbols as I had seen on the computers in the first room we came to where the old man had activated the hologram platform that he asked us to step on that transported us through what I thought seemed like a wormhole of some kind which transported us to the turret.

He instructed me on which symbols to select and in which order and told me that I was setting the coordinates to the place in space time where all time paradoxes originate from.

There were two handles on each side of me that looked like metal conductors. They were identical and each had what looked like glass spheres on top that were glowing with the same neon blue light that we saw emitting from the device that had carried in my bag from before that we built the power source device from.

He then instructed me to clear my mind of all thoughts and only think of a bright white light surrounding me and hold that thought in my mind until that's all I could see in my minds eye.

Then he said "now grip the handles and do NOT let go until it's over.

I asked him how will I know when it's over?" and he calmly said "Oh don't worry you'll know when it's over. You'll know.

So I gripped the handles and then I felt vibrations going throughout my body. The vibrations got so intense I started get scared then the old man said "Don't let go!" so I hung in there. The vibrations got so intense I thought I was going to explode and then all of a sudden I found myself hovering over my body looking down at the room we were in.

I could see myself from above. I saw the old man and the woman standing there watching and the old man kept saying "hang in there! just hang in there it'll be over soon and you'll be fine."

Then the vibrations stopped and I snapped back into my body.

When it was all over we were all standing in a large field with beautiful flowers with colors I had never seen before.

There were strange trees with contorted shapes and leaves of every color I had ever seen and even colors I had never seen before.

I asked the old man "where are we?" and he said "We're home son. We're home."

Then he thanked me for all my help and said that they couldn't have done it without me.

I said "what do you mean we're home?" and he told me that our version of reality had been manipulated. He said that weren't from Earth we were from a planet called Atrius. One of the most beautiful planets in the universe some 14 galaxies from the galaxy Earth resides in. He said our memories had bee erased and our realities altered by the paradoxes created by the technologies of the governments of earth.

He said that when my memory was erased my consciousness was catapulted into a scientist on earth that was far in the future from where we had started our journey home. He said that the consciousness of the scientist I had been catapulted into had blended with my own consciousness yet my consciousness was not fully aware of what had happened.

The he told me that the scientist had created a powerful time machine that sent him back in time and my consciousness was the catalyst that enabled him to create such a device and was transported backward in time on earth along with his body and consciousness.

Then the government got ahold of his technology after he had travelled back in time and used it recklessly causing rips and tears in space time which created multiple paradoxes within the entire universe.

After a short time of the scientist existing in his own past my consciousness seeped through and the scientist was compelled to create the device that was essential in fixing all of this. The device that you carried in your bag (the one that you thought looked so alien) had actually been created by your original consciousness which actually resided in the subconscious of the scientist.

That's why you didn't realize what you had or what was going on.

After the old man spoke these words, my memories, memories of my life on Atrius started coming back to me at an alarming rate until I started to remember who I was and what my purpose in the universe was.

I started to remember everything.

Then I looked at the woman and I remembered her. She was my wife. So beautiful. So serene and glowing. Even more beautiful than the most gorgeous supermodels from earth.

I looked at her and said "I remember."

A sigh of relief came over her.

There were no more words after that. There was no need for words anymore.

We embraced and we just automatically knew each others thoughts. We were both relieved. Relieved that we were free from the bonds and limitations that we had inherited when our consciousnesses were catapulted into the human bodies from earth.

You see, Atrians have no need for words. We are all telepathic. We only speak for recreation. We can share each other bodies at will. We can leave our bodies at will and travel anywhere we want to go in our galaxy instantly.

The Atrian body is only semi-solid. Meaning that we are partially transcended. Gravity has a very limited effect on us. We can fly at will and traverse the universe without ships or technology.

Technology exists on Atrius but it is very different from earth. We interact with our technology through thought.

There is no war or weapons. There is no crime. There are no lies or deception.

Everything is created by thoughforms.

When we want shelter we think of shelter and it manifests instantly.

There is no need for food. We only eat for recreation and pleasure every once in awhile.

I was home! And it felt wonderful.

I took my wife by the hand and we flew into the sky and made love in the clouds.

I was home! Everything was back to normal. And it felt wonderful!

Are Aliens really just Astral Beings?

Are Aliens really just Astral Beings?

I know that sounds crazy! Some people don't believe in either but when I was a child I had some strange experiences regarding aliens and what I thought were "bad people" or "monsters" in my dreams.

When I was very very young, probably only 2 I had a dream that these four skinny grey guys with big heads would come to me in my room and escort me through the closet door (I mean right through it, it was closed!) towards the east side of the house. After entering the closet we were transported to a room I had never seen before.

It was a big room. There were white lights all around but I couldn't tell where they were coming from. In the middle of the room was a black swivel chair with someone sitting in it. He was very dark. I could barely make out his face and he spoke in a toungue that I did not know. Hell I was only 2 I could barely understand english even. But I knew it didn't sound like when my parents talked. It was jumbled and garbled sounding. But somehow he conveyed his intentions to me in a vague sort of telepathic way that was hard to grasp. I was confused as to the real intent of these guys. (Since then I have forgotten what he wanted me to do but I remember it was very questionable to whether it was right or wrong, I was confused). In the back of my mind I started to think that I couldn't trust what they were conveying to me. And I had this gut feeling that maybe they were evil in some way.

Don't ask me how I remember all this. I was only 2 and this is the only thing I can ever remember from that time frame in my life. My grandmoother has asked me several times about trips to tennessee and canada we took when I was 2 and I could not remember anything from that time. Except this dream.

Anyway in the dream something happened. They were all communicating with each other about something. Something that had to do with me. I felt like they were trying to come up with ways to manipulate me. That made me panic. And it also made me mad. And as soon as those feelings hit me they all looked at me for a second and then they all grabbed me and dragged me back though the closet door to my bed.

Paralyzed, I watched them walk back through the closet door and disappear. After they were gone I noticecd a green ball of glowing light at the foot of my bed. I was still paralyzed but as the light started fading and getting dimmer I notice a heavy weight being lifted off me and eventually I was able to move again.

It was all too real to me then and I will never forget it.

A few years after that when I was about 4 I started having a different recurring nightmare about "The Man In The Closet", You see, there was this man in my closet that would only stick his hand out the crack in the closet door and he would reach out to me calling my name and asking me to help him. This only seemed to start happening after I had fallen almost asleep and then "he" would appear. I was so damn scared I would never get out of my bed and I would hide under the covers until I forced myself to wake up.

After a few weeks of this I guess I got fed up with it because this night would be different. As I started to fall asleep I heard the man calling for me in a really soft voice billy.... billy.... help me.... all you have to do is take my hand. This time I was mad, but I felt almost paralyzed in fear at the same time. So by this time in my life I had learned a little about God from my grandmother and I think that empowered me to get my ass up, walk over to the closet door and yell at him. "You're a bad man!" I said, "and I don't like you! Leave me alone!" And then I slammed the closet door shut on his hand. After that I heard a sound like a man falling several stories and then nothing. I never had that dream again after that night thank God.

I've had a few astral experiences in my adult life from practicing and learning techniques by Robert A. Monroe and they were similar to those 2 dreams. Especially the dream with the skinny grey guys.

So now I'm starting to think that the aliens people are seeing and reporting being abducted by are actually from the astral plane and they are not a physical manifestation in this space/time.

Comments?

The Dream Journal by Tom Maples

This is something I found on youtube. Very funny.

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7/13/07 - Hmmmmmm.....

Well, I was so tired last night that I don't remember anything I dreamed. It might be the couple of Lortab I took for my shoulder though. I googled the term "dream journal" last night and I scanned a couple cool looking dream journal sites and bookmarked them. One looked really interesting.

I plan on looking it up later and checking it out more thoroughly. Maybe I should google the term "dream diary" too and see what pops up.

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Strange Dreams

Last night:

I was in a broken down old house and there were flashing lights and loud shreiking noises everywhere. Some big husky guy was running around shouting orders for everyone to leave and I saw about 10 or 12 people running after him. I followed them and when we got outside I noticed they were all crowding into this little flying saucer looking thing. Then the husky guy started shouting at me to get into the cockpit of this thing and fly us away. I acted like I didn't know what he was talking about and I started running down the street.

While running I saw a weird looking machine. It looked like some sort of craft/plasma turret. Then after looking around I noticed there were a bunch of them around me. Right about then I heard this god aweful explosion coming from the sky so I looked upwards. I saw three old fashioned derigibles floating over the rooftops. I looked to my right and saw one in flames crashing toward the ground then I looked left again and saw one of the turrets shoot balls of fire at the middle airship and then IT came crashing to the ground in a fiery explosion.

I started running again. This time towards a broken down old barn with a baby blue Impala under the roof. There was an elderly lady trying to start the car with no luck so I took over. I had no luck at starting the car either. Explosions were starting to occur all around us so I told her to run and I started running again towards the fenceline. I had to pee real bad so I stopped near the back of the old barn to see if I could find a hiding spot. No luck. So I started running again. I got to the fence and scaled it and when I got to the top I just flipped right over it and jumped to the ground.

Finally I realized I had to pee so bad I woke up. :)